For once I’ve realized It’s better if I just watch everyone and everything around me burn. I won’t be putting out or pulling anyone from fires and I’m so tired of only being needed when it is convenient for all of you or when it get so bad you need to come to me just so I can tell you good things and give you attention. People like you are poison and everyone was probably right in the first place when I tried to see all the good. I am a bit naive and also a bit too trusting but that’s how I find out what your face and true colors look like.